Thursday, July 26, 2012

TTT!

Thanks to the gorgeous Laura Belle we have Ten Things Thursday!!

1. I miss my Rockstar. He will finally be home tomorrow afternoon. He has driven off the camp site twice every day so he can get a cell signal and call me.


2. I finally drug myself out of the bed and managed to put clothes on and even a little bit of make up. I couldn't find the motivation to do anything to my hair...so it is thrown back in a ponytail. I made myself get out of the house. There are only so many days I should allow myself to lay in the bed crying.


3. I went shopping to look for some new work clothes. I bought two new shirts. I also fed my flip flop addiction...I bought these...


And these...



4. I also bought a couple of new bras. I won't torture you by posting pics of that. How is it possible to lose over 60 pounds and still have ginormous boobs???





5. Austin (my boy poodle baby) has not been eating or drinking much. He will drink some milk if I put in a bowl and hold it for him, but he won't go near the kitchen to his food and water bowl. He is 9 months older than Kayleigh was. I am worried about him. I don't think he is sick, I just think he is sad.




6. I have seen several people complaining about all the political posts on facebook. I have the same complaints. I would never "unfriend" someone just because their views are different than mine...but I will delete you in a heartbeat if you can't shut up about it....whether I agree with them or not.


7. I have so much I need to do before next week. I haven't even started setting up my classroom...but, (in my best Scarlett O'hara voice) I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tomorrow.


8. I have eaten very, very little this week and have managed to gain 3 pounds....wtf???


9. Mountain Dew has been my drug of choice to deal with my emotional pain. Maybe that's where I got the 3 pounds.


10. The Boy made me watch some scary movie with him on Sci Fi before he went to work today. Now I am sitting here by myself scared to death that there is some monster under my bed or in the closet just waiting to get me.




16 comments:

Andrea said...

Poor Austin misses Kayleigh too!

Amy said...

My surgeon told me over and over and over and it's in all the handouts... no carbonated drinks. Or pop. Or soda. Or whatever you want to call it. How come you are drinking it?

trishajo said...

ummmmmmm...i can't post a response because I am too busy being derailed by the soda nazi above me!!!! WTF


love ya girl... xoxo

CJ said...

Love the flip flops! Glad the Rockstar is almost home. So sweet about him calling twice a day. Austin is the most beautiful color. (hugs)

Amy said...

wow...a little criticism goes a loooong way. Enjoy your soda. Every drop.

Theresa Foley said...

love Gone with the Wind...
you deserve a lil mountain dew if it cheers you up til your husband gets home :o) ..... poor doggie missing his buddy :(

Vanessa said...

Love the new flip flops!! And getting out of bed is a god start. Be kind to yourself.

Sarah said...

Oh poor Austin and poor you. I hope you both feel better soon, especially when the Rockstar gets home and you are not forced to watch scary monster movies. Do whatever you need to to help you find a little comfort be that drinking soda or buying flip flops. xx

sweet addy said...

Love the flip flops. My boobs are still huge, too, even with about 60 lbs. gone. Though I will admit that these days, it's a little easier to get them into my sports bra.

Run, Chelle, Run! said...

LOVE those shoes - and I wish my boobs had stayed! They just keep getting tinier. :(

jennxaz said...

and your bitchin about the boobs....mine have deflated into orange sacks---be HAPPY!! LOL great shoes...how sweet he drove out to call you---what a keeper!!!

Cruisegirl81 said...

Love the flip flops!

Ronnie said...

Get something in that stomach, lady. And snuggle with Austin. <3

♫ Drazil ♪ said...

Put a damn IV drip of Mountain Dew in your arm and I will still love you. My heart breaks for you...I wish you fast healing....

speck said...

I love reading your blog. By the way computer battery went down so I'm relying on iPad that is barely hanging on. Lol

Kelli said...

Boobs...what are those? I could pass for a boy in that dept!! I love flip flops too, great choices. You and Austin hang in there, its so hard to lose our special family members...